



The following thoughts came after a question I received from Shari about my experience with Montessori. She wanted to know if I thought their philosophy had any dimensions of existentialism to it and what I thought of that philosophy.
This was my response.
To me the Montessori method that I experienced didn't seem existential. If
felt free in terms of time restriction in a hippieish kind of way (with
hippieness being a positive descriptor.) But I don't remember them ever
saying that whatever I created was fine and so long as I was unique I could
create my own knowledge. There were still tests. I remember being stressed
out over the reading comprehension tests we had to do. However, the purpose
of those test was more to find out your level and amount of progress. I got
the feeling that there were expectations of being expected to know certain
things at a given level. That was largely because new material was covered
as you moved to the next grade level. Also since the class size was so
small the grades were largely intertwined and so you knew very well what
new material you would be seeing soon because someone sitting right next to
you was working on it already because they were a grade ahead. It was about
progress and getting better within some general expectations of where you
should be. Honestly, I remember being confused about where I should be at
times but then letting go of that since the teachers didn't focus on it.
They were more focused on presenting short lessons to the class at the
beginning of the class and then circulating around and helping you learn
whatever you were working on at your level. (Side note: I feel like there
were a few scantron state run tests we had to take in there too and those
were kind of stressful for us because they were really different from the
test we normally took and felt like an outside intrusion to our world. I
don't remember taking many test other than the reading comprehension ones
and maybe some math tests but those may have just been quizzes. I feel like
it was more quizzes and workbooks that were collected that they evaluated
us on.)
Anyway back to the existentialism question. What I remember most, other
than working on my own and sometimes sharing with my neighbor (not so much
small group work but often large group work or interactive lectures to the
whole class), is that there were really cool things to play with in the
class. Cursive letters written in raised sandpaper on wooden blocks so that
you could practice tracing the flow of the letter with your fingers. Math
beads for learning length, area, and volume and the multiplication table.
They were on straight wires, sheets, and cubes respectively. I'll try to
attach a picture to explain. Wooden boards with dimples that you placed
green beads in to do division. The point I'm trying to make here is that
there was something very concrete and physical about what we were doing. It
wasn't all us making it up. They surrounded us with interesting objects
that had clear purposes that they explicitly explained to us. The best
metaphor I can come up with is that they did not believe that knowledge is
an illusion but rather they almost had a severe realist philosophical
belief under everything that they did. They believed that there was
objective knowledge out there. But they also wholly embraced art. So they
arrived at some kind of genius realization of Plato's perspective. They
knew that the ideal form existed in the cave. Without a doubt they believed
that. They just choose to present that to use through art by creating the
most creative, artistic, and imaginative objects around us to represent a
way to get at that objective truth. Their goal was to give us the most
beautiful and fascinating shadows of those ideal forms that they could
think of and then step back and watch us play with those shadows at our own
pace stepping in when we needed a push to better understand the shadow and
beyond that the hidden form of knowledge casting it. I clearly remember
playing with these weird things, especially the math ones, and being
consciously aware that it was getting at something else deep that existed
apart from the toy(not as consciously as I'm expressing here now but still
aware). This may have been because we also did standard pencil and paper
formulas/calculation work too.